hey, i am writing that article in english because you know the reason.
i see a white paper and i wanted write it black, no colors any more. do not worry, just kidding.
i accepted everything, all my life i tricked myself. the hole my life gone like that. i have to accept it, i have no other choice except that. why i am using word ‘that’. because that.
i said ‘it is true, this is me and without my effort nothing gonna change, with my effort is same’. i can not say anything. but only i can say : “i do not deserve anything
it is what it is”